This isn’t funny, but life is absurd so whatta-ya gonna do?

As a boy I’d gone on a momentous and arguably pointless often tragic journey to discover who’d killed my birth mother and my sister, my twin sister that is, while soon seeking to discover who was responsible, I’d found out quite early who did it, then I’d wanted to know who ordered or authorized it ~ Because of the physical torture they’d put me thru starting the day I’d been born by age 5 revenge had been on my mind at an early age, tho I’d also been taught to think things thru by my step parents, so I’d been a bit short on big perspectives to place my little thoughts in right up until the Masonic authority structure running this train wreck was a little clearer to me…